Damn u !!

Babi nyer sial! Kau fikir kau tu saper sakk nk buat2 cerite psl aku..banyak klakar ke per aku stead ngan irfan!? ehk, gi mamp0s aa ngan budak tu. Kau dah pecah l0bang aku, kau dah totally hanc0r kan hid0p aku. Kimak kau! Weikk, mcm lah kau sendiri tkder mataer, aku p0n tau aa yg kau ade mataer jgk. Kat hp kau ade gambar2 minah kau sume. kat hp aku satu gambar de p0n tkder. Dah baek aku buat2 tk tau kat depan mak aku tau. Kau tkder hati langs0ng kat adeq kau. aku lebih rela mati aa dari hid0p kat sini.
Mentang2 kau abg aku, kau boleh suke2 buat ape2 aa. eh gi jalan sua! Aku fed-up dgn krenah kau yg taik. everytime kau buat taik psl aku, aku at least dapat sabar ta0.. kal0 aku dah totally geram aku maki kau habis2 depan mak bapak aku. Sape kesah kal0 dorang nk sepak aku..aku dah biase aa dgn bende ni sume..
Kau gi mampos aa...aku tk ingin lagi nk teng0k muke karat kau

Pls cheer up

Heyy Ain Aidah...How r u feeling n0w?? still sad?
Btw, if read ur bl0g 'b0ut achik all that and h0w u re-act in sk00l, the feedbacks frm ur fwens...
Dun worry sweetie, U still hav ur Besties all ar0und u tryin to cheer you up and be the best AIDAH again. Honestly i was quite sh0ck to hear tat news als0. Yet he was still young, and he had g0ne tat fast... ='(
I will support you 100% no matter wat.. well things had already happened there's nothing we c0uld do . Its imp0ssible to turn back the time...

My Lost hamster

Oh no! My dear hamster went missing juz n0w morning. I dunno wat time he is lost and i juz find out juz n0w morning. I saw the cage door was left open after he was missing.
Oh God, where is he n0w!!?? Now my br0 put all the blame on me. Dammit! i didn't even kn0w a thing, i was sleepy the wh0le time yesterday.
Its weird,ya'n0e.. When my br0's things are l0st, they all put the blame on me. I disn't even lay a finger on it and they thing i did it. and u noe wat, they expect to find it. And when i can't find it, they say "u h0peless! wat hav u been doin?? ur searching things wth ur n0se or with ur eyes??!"
I was totally hurt..
but nvm, that was juz long time ag0. Now its ;b0ut my dearest hamster.
I juz wanted to say THANK YOU to Nazreenah for help me finding it.
~My Lil'Cuzzy, pls c0me back to my hands..dun ever leave me. I wanna hav my last touch on you.. im s0 sorry for disturbing you while ur asleep...I love you more than anything..i pr0mise, if i had found you, i'll put u in a bigger cage..~
I'll post s0me of the pics here...

Great news~!

Heyy Frenz!!!
Guess wad!? i g0t GOLD for my malaydance SYF! finally my dreams haad c0me true. we've build up our sk00l names! But the thing is.. our sk00l principal dun lyke the malaydances. Tats the thing. When she heard tat our malaydances got gold, she juz say well d0ne. Tats all. Before we g0 for our SYF, she didn't even say good luck to us, she juz say all things tat we didn't wish to hear.
Bah!! hu givs a SHIT 'b0ut tat principal. Since she became our new principal in 2006, all the sk00l rules became more strict.
Nvm, im still happi we got gold.hhahakz...but i still haven't get my napfa test results yet.haiz~~

New hair cut..

Heyya Peeps!!
Guess wat, i juz g0t my new haircut.. Scene Haircut.. That's wat i wanted the m0st in my life..but it doesn't look lyke a scene at all sometimes...but at least i got my hair cut other than keeping it long and frizzy..urgh!
I'd rather get my hair trimmed every 6 weeks. dun wanna hav damage hair or split hair. My mum expect me to have A long hair siia..it really irritates me. Why izit 'b0ut hair my mum 0s0 nid to control..haiiyo~
Before i g0t my haircut, my mum says tat after PSLE then can cut,, Lyke duhh!! after PSLE!? tats juz 6 m0re months!! h0w long must i wait?? If i waited tat long, my hair will bc0me longer, frizzier, m0re damage hair and more split hairs.. gosh, she didn't even n0e 'b0ut hairstyles then dun st0p me frm getting my haircut aa..my lucky i beg my mum, i die die wanna cut it em0 style...YAY!!!
THANK U S0 MUCH MUMMY!! LUV'YA S00 MUCH!! MUACKKZZZXX

xx Not Another Sad Em0 Story xx

Lexi was 14, her world was messed up until she met him..The only boy who really understood her, his name was Casey. She lived to be with him. And when she wasn't wth him, he was all she thought about. They were deeply in love wth each other. Her life was going awes0me.
She ran h0me after a lovely day at sk00l wth Casey. As she 0pens the d00r, she n0tices a handprint of the blood on the door handle. She cl0ses her eyes, and prays s0mething hasn't happened.
She 0pens her eyes, and began to push the d00r open. She walks in.. and sees her mum on the floor DEAD. Her heart beats sl0wly..She holds her breath. Then she lets out a deathly scream.
Casey was walking up t0 her h0use and hears her screaming. He runs int0 her h0use and see's her on the fl00r next to her dead m0ther. He didn't ask Lexi wad has happened. He juz hugged her tightly. She lay her head on his sh0ulder..and lightly breathe..
Lexi looked d0wn at her m0ther while Casey was h0lding her. Her mum was h0lding her bracelet..c0vered in bl00d. Lexi picked it up and clenched it tightly. She cl0sed her eyes and tried to calm her crying......
A m0nth later, the funeral was 0rganised. She was g0ing to Hawaii..a place, her mum had always wanted t0 go. She had arranged to meet Casey tat night.
They met, she told him tat she was g0ing to Hawaii to say g00dbye to her mum. He was sad ab0ut her g0ing..They talked for h0urs.
Casey: Pr0mise you'll c0me back..
Lexi: Off c0urse my l0ve, why wouldn't I?
Casey: I dunn0. I juz had a bad feeling. I didn't wan u to go...I think s0mething bad will happen to you...
She came up cl0se to him..And hugged him..
Lexi *whispers*: It might feel like forever...But you will see me again...
She puts s0mething in his p0cket...
She turns away and began to walk off..
Casey was puzzled by her w0rds...
Later tat night, Lexi was at the airport. Her gate was called. She walked out to the plane. She looked up at the stairs, and the smiling air hostess telling her to get on to the plane..She breaths sl0wly, thinks 'bout Casey then put her hand on the railing and began to walk up.
At tat m0ment..Casey w0ke up. And thought s0mething bad had happen to Lexi. He fell back to sleep...
And w0ke up again 2 hours later..
He turned on the TV, the news was 0n..
"FLIGHT TO HAWAII RECENTLY CRASEHD" said the news reporter.
"NO SURVIVORS"
Casey's heart sank..a tear came to his eyes..He felt in his p0cket for his mobile phone. But it wasn't his mobile phone, he found............
It was Lexi's bracelet.
Then he knew wad the w0rds Lexi had said meant...
..... It might feel like forever..But you will still see me again....

~Sad em0 love St0ry~

There was tis girl called Melanie was bullied in sko0l. People laughed at her. She pretended n0t to care and tried n0t to listen, but inside it was killing her. She felt n0 one would care 'b0ut her tat if she died, n0 one will attend to her funeral.
Until..
She met a b0y within minutes of meeting him. She was totally in love. She knew he would never be interested in her. S0 she went h0me and cried uncontrollably.
The next day at sko0l, He sp0ke to her...
She felt tat he was the 0ne. His name was James. She g0t to know him.
They became frens..
They fell in l0ve..
She becames happy.
Melanie: James i nid to tell you.. I love you m0re than i have ever l0ved any0ne..
*She leans f0rward t0 hug him*
He jurks back.
And says: You know I loved you. But my heart has been st0len by an0ther girl..
Melanie: Ok. tats fine, Juz fine..
*She attempts to h0ld in her tears*
She looked at him, her eyes were watering. Its when she knew tat tis was 'b0ut to end. Frozen in tat m0ment. Time was standing still.
Melanie: I would die for you. Goodbye..*whispers*..forever..
The bell rings, She runs h0me as she walked through the kitchen..She grabs a knife... She knew it was destined to g0 wr0ng. She sits in her r00m, crying her eyes out. She begins to cut her wrist. She c0vers her face with her hands, and lean back kn0wing tat she has 0nly a few minutes left..
Her ph0ne rings
James: Hell0? I nid to tell you tat i was wr0ng. I love you but n0t the other girl. I hav been s0 stupid and s0 blind. I LOVE YOU
Melanie: *whispers*..its too late..
And hangs up the ph0ne. She bleeds to death on the fl00r. He runs to her h0use. Looks at her corpse. Lies next to her..kissed her.. takes the knife.. takes his shirt off and cuts "SHE WAS ALL I EVER LOVED" all the way up to his arms..hold her hand..then cuts his wrist. He looks up then n0tices tat on the wall..There was writing in blood..
Saying: I said i would die for you..and i did...
X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0
After i've read the st0ry, it really touches my heart and i cried. And then i've finally figured out wad true love means. And the answers were all frm tis st0ry.

oh no!

Oh~oh! My malaydance SYF is tis c0min wednesday which is on 14 april and my NAPFA test is tis c0min Tuesday which is 0n 13 april. URGH! So stress. im n0t really tat fit siia..
Well i dun really care if i fail my NAPFA test or n0t..hhmm..let me tell u wats my target..

TARGET FOR NAPFA:
-SILVER
-GOLD

TARGET FOR MALAYDANCE SYF:
-GOLD
-GOLD WITH HONOUR

So tats my aimings. If i dun achieve anything tat is listed there for NAPFA, i dun really care at all. But if i get it, i'll slightly be happy cuz i still hav to w0rry 'b0ut my SYF for the next day..
And if i didn't achieve any one of them tat is listed there for my Malaydance SYF, i will cry becuz of letting every0ne and the sk00l d0wn. I can never smile. If i get it to achieve it, I'll be damn happy as ever in my entire life!
So i kn0w my malaydance team can win. i noe we will..
we juz nid to PERSEVERE!!

~Fav Day~

Gosh! Fri is my favourite day of the year. And it is 2day! there's lots of crazy stuff g0in on in friday. but it is 0s0 quite a stressful day. Okay lets start with the crazy stuff first. hhmm...juz n0w at class...my dear boi juz said "I LOVE YOU" to me, FACE TO FACE! can u believe tat!? and all my classmates shout "oooohhhh!!! ooohh!" and some of them clap their hands, urgh wateva...
And the next stuff.. my partner who was sitting beside me, he was a boi. I was juz playing wth him and she sh0wed me his mad face. so i st0p playing wth. then after tat. i pass a small piece of paper to him. he throw it back at me. so i put under his pencil box, and then he crumpled it up and thr0w it on the fl00r. And guess wad, HE CRIED!!!! tears running d0wn his cheek, i decide n0t to cons0le him cuz i scared he might beat me,,ooh! I knew he was totally freakin angry at tat moment. after recess, we came t0 class. I saw my partner lookin very cheerful. So me n my fwens ask him why he cried juz n0w. And the weird thing is..He t0ld us tat he didn't cry juz now. WTF!? is he being possesed?? so i forget 'bout wad he says..
And then after skool, me, sabrina, rusziana, zulaikha, zhen ha0, william, madhurusha and my dear boii had a totally fun time during remedial..hahakz! and my fwens trying to sabotage me by takin some of my stationaries and giv it to my boi. urgh, its quite irritating but it was fun aswell.
Then after remedial me, zulaikha n rusziana on te way to greenridge., Then my boi oso goin greenridge wth khair b0tak, asyiq, inn azrul, abu and others. they were behind us and they are calling names on us, me and my gang juz ign0re them. Then my gangs and boi's gangs is in front of the bubble tea sh0p. suddenly our scool principal and vice principal was there starrin at us., they heard us makin damn loud noises. Then the vice principal caught us screamin. when turn her back, we all laughed out loud wakaka!! then when we had to go..i didn't even had a chance to say goodbye to my dear boii.. =(...but still i w0n't 4get tat moment

~Best Frenz 4ever!~

Tis is my best fwen here. Her face is blur cuz she t00k the wr0ng p0se. But she dun wan pe0ple to see her face cuz she dun lyke it. She's n0t really a ph0t0genic kind. So tats why i had to cover it up.

HHmm...im very lucky to had a fwen lyke her alth0ugh her m0uth was superb-Irittating. I kn0w behind all tat she has her sweetness.hehess..Hey, if ur reading tis, dun get over-excited okays. Its juz a compliment though..hahakz!

She's the g00d fwen i had in my life. i can rely on her. I dun care if she makes the biggest mistakes to me. I can still 4give her wth my true heart.

Pompan tk sadar diri

Weikk p0mpan,
kau masih tk sadar lagy ke per!? Aku break kte org nyer friendship psl aku nk kau berubah. Tapi sebalek-baleknyer kau masi lagy kacau mataer org. Ehh, aku dah tulis kat letter tu yg aku tkder maks0d nk take advantage kat kau, aku tk nk buat ape2 kat kau..tapi kau tetap jer masi same. Ape kau nk sebenarnyer!? Aku dh bet0l2 geram ngan kau ta0. Oh yah, one more matter. Aku dpt ta0 yg kau jealous aku stead ngan de..ehk kau sendiri dh ade mataer sendiri, yg kau nk jealous kat org laen tu ape hal? Kau b0leh suke de, tapi kau jgn terlalu melampa0 sgt nk empit2 kat de..Tadi kat greenridge shopping centre, aku ade kat depan biji mate kau, abe depan2 aku, kau kacau pakwe aku. Eh, kau ni banyak canteq ke pe..wei, unt0k aku kau ni mcm ular kepale due aa..ish, seriously seyy...cam mane enth satu laki ni boleh terpikat kat kau..~haiz~..aku cume nk blg kau ni.. kal0 kau masi bel0m berubah, aku semaken benci kau,,

I dun care 4 u anymore

Hey bloggers,
i hav tis fwen name sabrina. I called her maggi hang0s. She's damn fat and she thinks she's the biggest of all. Well i should say she's the biggest in size. HAHAX! U noe wat, she wans to act cool in front of the boyz. Lyke duh!! Who wans to fall for her!? Eeeww!! her attitude bring us shame to our gangs. Everybody dun lyke her. But she has storied it to me tat she already had bf..OMFG!!!!! Seriously, if a guy falls for her, tat means they're stupid! Gosh, wats so attractive 'bout tat gurl anyway..So im gonna write a letter for her..sayin tat i cant b frenz wth her anym0re. Hu cares if she's hurt or n0t. she had hurts more than tat. I can't take it anym0re seyy. SHE IS WAY TOO OVER THE LIMIT.