Wednesday, May 26, 2010

It happened juz n0w

Juz n0w after skool me, naz n nabillah g0 greenridge. Den we g0 KFC. I told i'd be right back cuz i wanna g0 toilet. After i c0me back, naz p0inted at her fr0nt direction, then i look left, i saw my bf's br0...In my heart i was lyke... "OMG!!!!"
S0 i pretended tat he was n0t there. But he saw me -_- ....Uhg! great. I shuld say he's kinda sweet. hehes, but off course my bf sweeter! Then after s0metime, his br0 came at my place, He tap my shoulder n ask *translate in English* "Where's Hafyan?? " i look up n froze...in my heart *MAN! tis Guy is tall! i hav to look right up siaa!*
Then i said "uuummm..." ask my fwen where is hafyan. Then they kept quiet. *sigh* I said to his br0 "juz n0w i saw him at the telephone booth there. he replied "Then where is he n0w?" i replied him "dunno..I onli see him there." After tat he said "ouhh ok thx".. Then he walk away. I face back to my fwens. Nabillah says "Wh0a, his voice is so deep sia!" then i giggled.
Then ar0und 15 minutes later, His mum came. *OMFG!* im getting nervous lately.. Then i juz remembered tat hafyan told me to salam his mum if i met her. I hesitate Al0t. in my heart *i hav to conquer his pr0mise* so walk n salam his mum. Then his mum says "n0w then u wan to greet? Shy izit?? yea, she sound lyke she's fierce but she's smiling at tat moment. Then i smile back. It sound lyke she dun lyke me.But i shuld say she's very sweet. hehes.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Dear Bloggy,
looks lyke my b0ring day has come back again. no hp, no computer...haiz..tell me h0w can u live lyke tat..
kay, u might be askin h0w did i get to do my bl0gging. here's the truth. I secretly use my father's lapt0p. I n0e his passw0rd. So, everytime when there's n0 one at h0me, my chance is alreadi there. i get to l0g in fb.haha! then i get to chat wth him! yay! And juz after he off9, his br0 says "hello" to me. then i replied him back.
He ask him if im okay or n0t. cuz tat time i was sick. I think my bf might be telling his br0 'bout my condition. Man! they're so concerned 'b0ut me. Hehehes. *blushed*..And btw, sorry if i didn't update my bl0g for a long time.
Kays, so..next monday im g0nna go out wth my bf n watch movie! hehes! can't wait. then 12 june im n0t sure if i can g0 to his b'dae party...
gtg! my hand is aching...argh! cia0! luv ya

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Dear Bl0ggy,
Today is my 3rd m0nth anniversary wth 'hym'. June h0liday is comin soon. And im g0nna miss him lyke hell[!] If 12 June i can g0 to his b'dae party, then i can see his cutie face! Yay!
Then we go watch m0vie...hehehs, cant wait. Hhmm....everytime at skool, i see his face lyke...kinda moody or angry somethin lyke tat. I dunno why. but nvm. As l0ng as he is in a good mood then its ok.
So now is 'b0ut my dear fwen, Rusziana.Since last friday until today(friday) she didn't come to skool. We missed her al0t. I wonder wats her reas0n for n0t comin to skool. Is she having a bad fever or she juz wanna skip skool??? Well, im oso kinda moody at skool. Mayb im missing rusziana. Everytime i kept quiet., my fwen kept askin why am i so quiet?? why am i so moody??? Actually,fwens, im happy. Its juz tat im thinkin of somethin. Im thinkin 'b0ut my moments wth rusziana.
I really really missed her al0t. All my fwens do. But nvm. At least i still hav Zulaikha n Nazreenah wth me =D...
i think tats 'b0ut all.
rememeber gurlz....
GURLZ RAWK TILL' THE END [!]

Friday, May 14, 2010

I failed my exams so wat?? im the one tat stayback n0t u. Go ahead n say bad things 'b0ut me as l0ng as u don say it to my fwens. they r the ones tat stand up for, they build up my confidence they change my life n they r more supporting than u.
I kn0w i failed my maths. i get 16/100....at least i hav some marks than getting 0. and u said "16 over 100...why dun u get 0 all the way. wats the us eof getting 16" i said tat straight to my face. ur encouragement sound like u expect me to fail. Is tat h0w a parents encourage their child??? is tat!?
U better clean ur fucking mouth. I realised im a stupid useless girl,....wadever! its my own life. I ch0se my own path. Everytime im trying to achieve my g0als u r always in the way. Im already matured. I get to chose my own descicion.
I'd never hated u tis much. I hate u wth all my life. U r the w0rst father in the world. U use ur curse words everytime i failed.
I may look happy n cheerful on the outside but in the inside im br0ken....

Thursday, May 6, 2010

exam week

Heyy bloggers [!]
So long didn't update my dear bl0g. haiz~
Tomorrow is my mothertongue exam paper! argh! stress..then next i can't play c0m, cuz next week is gonna b the real paper! maths... argh! double stress! btw, to my dear fwens i pray hard 4 u all, pass ur exams wth flying colours and get to good skool.
Looks lyke i've nothing to say anymore. so, byeS [!!]
MUAKXXZ!!

Sunday, May 2, 2010


Heyy sweetie!
Wad hav i done? why r u ignoring me? izit becuz i go wth tat biatch??
If yes, then i understand. Im gonna giv her a letter next week to break my so called "fwenship" wth her and go with u. I do tis for the sake of u. I wanna make u happy. I wanna go back to the old days, we use to hav. Since tat biatch came into our life, i dunno why our fwenship is ruined. Life is inc0mplete without u. ur the one tat has been changing my world of darkness into the light. Ur the one tat givs me confidence! Pls, i juz wanna hav my time wth u... If ur sincere, pls reply...
DEDICATED TO >>>> Siti Zulaikha {{Simplyy Juju}}

Saturday, May 1, 2010



Im very innocent ya'n0e....u can't deny it......