Hey bloggie&Bloggers!
I juz came back frm skool.., In class; Was -THE- most awes0me & sweetest part ever tat has happened to me...At first, i was damn glad tat i get to see Hafyan! LOL! ...Usually in the morning, lessons always turns out boring... -_-..
After some time., Me, BingXuan & Hafyan play hangman.-i noe, childish rite(?)- ...Tat part always entertain me...then as usual; we teased each other about boy/girl private parts...haish.. OTAK KUNING
Then! i received a letter...it was frm Hafyan...i was kinda surprised at first..he'd never sent me a letter before.or perhaps -yes(?) ..i dun really remember...
And he said "bie, leh pinjam $1?" ...i wanted to lend him but i onli hav $2 note.so i juz told him tat...(blahx3) ...he ask me 'bout my fone if its still in use or not,...i told him tat my fone no pp8 ...
And then he's planning to top-up my pp8 for me..and i was lyke, "Wat the...Is he serious?" ...And i said anything; as long as i dun trouble him....
Well i think i'll stop here... honestly there's more things happening juz now but i dun wanna type it here...its obvious tat i dun wanna embarass him...
Haish...kecian bie.... =)

Tummy Upset =C

Tis Morning i didnt come to skool..*sighed*..i blamed my tummy for tat. LOL!.. the story goes lyke tis...I remebered tat last night, i eat some chicken nugget wth chili sauce...at first everything goes perfect! i sleep at my cozy bed,, nothing goes wr0ng,eventually..Then today, i'd supposed to wake up for skool at 6:50AM .. but i woke up at 6:14 ..Then i realised at tat time my tummy was SUPER DUPER HILARIOUSLY cramp !! >.< ... OUCH*! ...The pain is TOTALLY unbearable!!
It made roll over the bed,, gripping my aching tummy.. Haish!! poor,Kaulitz...
*tsk tsk tsk* ...its like the ordinary stomachache tat u usually go and *poo poo* ..
the way it felt is different..i dun feel like going to the toilet to some bussiness...
After some time of suffering...my Mama woke up...whoa! miracle....! i went to my mama, crying my eyes out,, telling her "mummy,, stomache pain!!!" ....then i laid on her bed...suddenly,, my throat felt different...i knew i was gonna vomit..but it didnt go out...a few seconds later....it almost came out and i quickly cover my mouth and ran into her toilet....
Then.... *BLUEKK!!BLUEKK!!* ....For quitw some time....*relief*....*Holy shit* ....
Never felt tis way before...Then the second time i vomit,,..Mama came to the rescue,, she quickly take the vicks and rub against my neck & my back as i vomit...THANK U MAMA! I LOVE YOU!>
Then mama ask me if my tummy still pain(?) ..i nodded,, .. Mama told me tat i dun hav to come to skool..so i called my fwen, Sabrina..i told her,, to tell cher'cher tat i cant come to skool..then my mama said later on go doctor...so i go back to sleep.. *blahblahblah*
I woke up like around 8 or 9++ in the morning..im feeling juz fine. Then i played my father's laptop to hav a research on something. then tummy cramp again. but tis time, im going to the toilet to do some bussiness. then after tat im fine once again. *blahblahblah* ...tummy cramp again,, but tis time,, it felt the same lyke juz now morning im suffering. but i didnt vomit...again, i rolled over my mum's bed...I sweat alot, seriously...my hair is damp cuz of my sweat...gosh! Feels like De'Ja Vu ..so i closed my eyes,, trying hav a little nap as im suffering frm tis pain....and i fell asleep for less than 5mins...i woke,, still feeling a LITTLE TINY pain...closed my eyes again...then i woke up...im recovered. but it takes quite some time for me to get outta bed...my body is weak! ...then i got no mood to continue my research so i turn it off...so i watched TV while im making a milk...Goat milk...then i read the details behind it...Great! there's for tummy! so i quicly make it...i'd oso cooking MEE GORENG ..hehe! ....*blahblahblah*....i gobbled up everything,, still...the pain comes back..but juz for a little while...
After watching Christina Aguilera commercial,, turn off tv and take a nap as i listen to the songz in my fone. But i couldnt sleep...in my heAD, im planning to use laptop again... so i get up,, turn on the laptop...
And here i am, typing out to post something new in my bloggie.. =D

Yesterday when i juz came back frm

Group-studying wth my frenz. When i came back and see my hamster,Zacky(his name) is...DEAD..

I frozed and speechless at tat moment....

I cannot believe it...Tis cant be real...Something Poked STRAIGHT THROUGH MY HEART...

....My mum told me he had a fight with my other hasmter..But how the Hell he got into the other cage...Mayb he fall into tat hold...Its a 3-in-1 cage but i make it 2. I became EMO at tat time...The pain felt worse than it feels when i lost Zacky tat month... When i touched Zacky's Body...My goodness,, he's cold..His body frozed! ..So take a tissue and put Zacky on my palm...his body is rotting soon.. I went down to burry him...i go under blok 517...After putting him down..cover up...i didnt get the chance to hav my ONE FINAL kiss on him...i whispered "Rest In Peace" .."I Love You"..&.. "GoodBye"...As i walked away..my eyes are watery,, Tears started to roll down my cheek..I dun care if ppl look at me ...All i hav now is .. his pics and memories....

Now tat is left for me to love is... Hafyan...And my other hamster..-Baby...

~My last Message~

My Dear Zacky..

I've adopted u for more than a year. When my Fwen Nazreenah told me tat ur previous owner dumped u wth the other hamsters beside dustbin, i knew tat ur past wasnt pleasant at all.. u fought wth other hamsters And u'd survived. I love & care for u wth my full heart. I play wth u 24/7 ...Even woke up at 2AM juz to have a check on u to see if ur doing Great. I made u slept beside me. ur lickings is a gift as a "thank you" to me. Ur a strong hamster. I dropped u more than 5 times from my palm. U land hard on the solid ground. And u stand up lyke a pr0. U R a true survivors among my hasmters. Probably, i'll be visiting ur grave everytime after skool.. Lyke i said...i wanna check on u to see if ur sleeping peacefully there..

I Love You...

Wassup bloggie and bloggers!
Yesterday was the most satisfying thing i've ever had..-Satisfying shopping i shuld say..I'd alreadi promise to my fwen tat im gonna treat her contact lens. So we go to tis shop. I wan a contact lens which is the FreshCon brand. But there's FreshLook. So i juz take a look at it aniway,, There's 5 of it.
HAZEL; BLUE; GREY;GREEN;VIOLET ..I pick blue..Naz pick Violet.. Its a total satisfaction..OH! i oso bought a fake eyelashes too!

Hey bloggie!
It looks lyke my dear fwen, Siti Zulaikha A.K.A Simply Juju is leaving super soon. MAYBE tis Wednesday. It was lyke tis.. Her Dad got a job in New York,Manhattan. And probably her family is staying there too. If Zul goes there,, the good thing is..She dun hav to take PSLE. But the worst thing is..Its really hard for her to leave her dear frenz behind. Tis wednesday is her flight,..at 6.00AM ...Oh! she oso told me tat, if the flight is cancelled,, the trip will be cancelled aswell.
So tomorrow, we're planning to have our last hangout with her; as a farewell..We oso invite some of our fwenz/classmates aswell...*Sighs*,...its really unbelieveable to hear tat. A singaporean gurl...going to New York! ...Wow..But i cant watch her leave me...it kills me...Seeing my very bestfwen walking away...
I'd told DO post lots of things in my FaceBook wall, even if its juz "HI" ...
So tomorrow, we'd probably be going to BPP/Lot 1/Community Centre... We'll hangout untill 5:30PM ....
Zul if ur reading tis...pls take n0te..
-Remember tat i'll always watch over you..
-Never hangout with the MeanGirls...
-Even if they love to disturb the "Nerds" ..Be stong, they dun know who u are...
Oh and.... I LOVE YOU....mY best friend!
MS KAULITZ

Hey bloggie !

So..here's my dark secret tat i've been talking about.I hope u dun mind if i share wth u. Im not showing off kays.

Let me tell u about my day in the first day of Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Every Year, First day of Raya we usually go to my grandmother's house. Honestly, its the most boring part. Cuz my granny invite the WHOLE FAMILY! our cousin..our relative all tat in one house.And the place was jam-packed ! but the best part is, we get lots of $$-Money-$$ ..Yeah!

LoL! so u noticed me in tis pic wearing contact lens. It was lyke tis. i've been wanting to have contact lens so much since i was in pri5 . Then when i go to my granny's house, my cousin said tat wearing contact lens is super hard. Then she showed where she found the contact lens. I took it out.. the colour is Hazel.. Wow! i tried to wear it. Its true! its harder than i expected. I kept trying&trying..since it was my first time trying it,,

My eyes are sooo red ! and tears keep on coming out! HAIYO! so troublesome. I' wont give up. I still tried. then..FINALLY ! i adjust a little,, and ..PERFECT ! HAHA! So i try putting the contact lens the other side of my eye. hhmm, not too bad... I got super excited!! i quickly take pic & keep as a memory of experiencing wearing contact lens the very first time ! Nyahahah! ,, Like i said,, im not showing off,, i juz wanna share wth u all. =) ..

Hey bloggie.. Juz come back frm skool. Juz now loiter wth my fren then suddenly kena caught my disipline master. Gud thing he's kind. NOT like the other one. Once kena caught, habes kena suspend!! Nvm then,, cher'cher serious then i kept laughing..LOL! Aniwae! I decided to post a pic here; me wearing tudong.. Hold on let me take my fone first.............

HolY Shit'O !! Where the hell is my fone !!?? I remembered Juz n0w morning be4 going to skool, I remember tat i last put my fone beside the mattress. Then n0w when i wan to tidy everything up, Sial urh! My fone missing man ! I cann0t k0l my fone cuz no pp8 lia0 ! If my mum confiscate it..; Then wats her reas0n ?? Haiy00 !! Die lia0 !! I wan to share wth u so much lerrhh,.. *oops*.. sorie 4 the broken english & the singlish..Wala0 ehh..Nvm lahh..I'll update again if i hav time when i find my fone..

Hey Bloggie !
How's it g0ing?? Tell you something. I've got a dark secret rite?? & Actually im planning to tell my bf 'b0ut my dark secret today but instead i did it yesterday. Cuz yesterday my heart kept telling me to let Him noe 'b0ut it -So until when must i hide it(?) Sooner or later he'll find out. So its better if i tell him frm my own mouth- ...And i did it....
My heart was racing lyke hell. I won't show u our conversation.Juz afraid tat he might get mad..Hehes.Aniways! I text him...After sometime he replied And i was "uh-oh.." I hesitate alot. I cant reply..10Mins later; he text me again..I can see tat he looks kinda worried. LOL! So i told him...it took me several mins to text each word. And my hand was seriously shaking!
It took me 5Mins to send the msg...I click it aniways. Tears almost filled my eyes. My heart was aching. *My fone vibrates* .."Oh shit(!)" ..I open the text msg..
he said "I accept u for wat u are" ... OH YEAH!!! I smiled damn wide! Thx dear! ILY! so....back to part... I thanked him for accepting me. And he oso told me tat he wouldn't be embarassed..Hehehe..Then more conversation 'b0ut us but i dun wish to type it here..Cuz its embarassing..
So dun hav to worry about tis anim0re..Next time i post my pics here kays! So tat u noe how it looks lyke..

Wasted [!]

Less than 10 days till Hari Raya but i see quite a number of muslim ppl didnt fast lia0...haiy0...cann0t tahan juz for a few days m0re lehh? ..oh yahh..i g0t something to share wth u. Tis prelim i passed 3 subjects but i failed maths. But there's lots of improvements on all the subjects. Im damn happy ab0ut it. In my mind, i knew my mum is gonna be pr0ud of me. All my fwenz said tat i've impr0ved. THX DEARS!

So after skool i went back h0me wth a big smile. When my mum ask me if i hav get back my results or n0t...I smiled n nodded my head. She looks kinda unhappy though, but w8 till she look at my marks. I take my paper & happily show my mum.And guess wat..? PAISEY LIAO!! She scolded me sia! frm a big smiley face to an unhappy face. As my mum nagged at me,, tears start to roll d0wn my very cheek. Juz feeling hurt. In my heart i was lyke.. "So all my efforts i've put in are all f0r nothing"...Wasted! Didnt my mum see the impr0vements in me?? Didnt she!? haish...cant believe it. I feel soo hurt tat i cried....