Monday, December 13, 2010

Fucking Month !!

Heyy bloggie. Its been an awful month tis year. Since yesterday i've been very bad mood & i've been crying my eyes out. Yesterday i cried my eyes out cuz of very bad bad mood. Its mum arh! such a spoil sport sia! Douche'bag.. It was; eversince my cousin come, then my mum dah start step2 nk uat aku mane nyer rajin. Then she wan me to go back Malaysia wth'em... And i was lyke "Wat the Fcuk Sia !!" Nabeyh Humji! I got so furious i almost yelled at my mum.

Since Last week i'd already told her tat im going bowling wth my fwenz. And at some point she agreed. Then yesterday my cousin came & then she changed her F. Mind . Haiishh, stakat nk uat aku rajin.. Relakk sua! Aku tk heran aa beb. Aku tetap ngn prangai aku skrg. So (!) .. I went into my room & crying wth tears of fustration. Haix.. Why the Heaven is my life lyke tis. I tot tis going to be a perfect December Holiday for me since i pass pmy PSLE. But unfortunately not [!]

Then today im having quite a complicated descicions. Juz now my mum called. She die2 wan me to go back Malaysia wth them. I got fustrated again. I told her the same thing again tat i've already confirm wth my fwenz. And there she goes, NAG NAG NAG !! I extra mad, i feel like shouting at her thru the fone & hang up. Tkper... byk sabar lahh. She said, "Mama boleh kasi ka0 gi bowling, tapi lepas gi bowling aku tk kasi chance lagy. Aku kejotkan ka0 pagi2 bute; buat keje rumah, aku tk kan bagi ka0 bukak pacebook (facebook)lagi! k dah bye " .. When i heard all tat my blood shoot up.. FUCK U LARH KANINA! WAD SORT OF MOTHER IS TIS ?! BOLANCIO CHEEBYE ! PIECE OF SHIT !

I went into my room again & cry.. juz a little. i told my cousin wad happened. Why on Earth my life shuld b like tis. She said I always dun wan to go out wth family, but wth frenz i very quick. HUH?! Stupid Fuck, IM NOT! I rarely go out wth my fwenz. But more wth my crazy mum. Then everything has to go in my way.. WAD THE FUCK ?! ehh ! My mum force me to go madrasah wth her every single day ; but the madrasah ppl said its not A MUST. But she FORCED me ! but wad, i juz followed her. Haiish, alrite i guess im too fustrated now. bb gtg....

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Hey there, juz came back frm BPP. I went wth Amalina & her fren. I go there juz to go library & borrow books. So i ask amalina to accompany me.. Well it was kinda scary when im onli 12 yrs old, mixing wth secondary students. I dunno y. Mayb im not use to it yet.

(Blahx3).. We meet up wth Rarah(Atikah), Amalina's Fiance! Hahah.. Actually Amalina seems to be disgusted by Rarah cuz she doesnt wan to be a lesbo. But Rarah seems to be really in luv amalina. LoL! So Rarah is not alone. She's with a boy. At first i tot is her boyfie. But Amalina told me its her TTM (teman tapi mesra). My first impression of him "Hmmm, average aa" .. His name is Hafiz. So, we're waiting for Rarah & Hafiz to get their Bubble-tea. Then we go Aries. I walk behind amalina. & Hafiz was beside Amalina. Dunno for wad reason amalina swing her plastic bag, without noticing her pen tat she juz bought fell out frm the plastic bag. I pick it up.. Then Hafiz saw it & he looked at me. I pretend tat nothing happened. Then i said "Amalin, u very careless ah! check ur plastic bag now" then Amalina knew i took her pen.She tried to take it away frm me. But i refuse to return it to her. She tricked me & she manage to get it back.

So i went inside Aries & hav a good view at the jewelleries. Time after time, i JUZ realized tat HaFiz is kinda cute. I like his personalities & his style. Frm Aries we went to Daiso. We had so much fun there! There was tis part when Hafiz all stare at me. I dunno why but im starting to like him. But plz eh! Whoever are his TTM pls dun misunderstand. U noe im not a gurl hu has been very bitchy on boyz. Well, its juz my feelings. So, we're still in Daiso. I was standing at one side then suddenly frm behind Hafiz but a cone on my head. And i was like "Wat the F..." I took the cone & try to put it on his head. But i cant.. He dodged. haiish, pandai lah mat tu. When i cant put it on his head, I threw the cone at him. He dodged again but the cone slightly hit his body. Then Amalina's fren go off first. So, onli left wth me,Amalina,Rarah &Hafiz. We go popular. We looked at the CD albums. I saw MCR CD Album !! Rarah saw Adam Lambert CD album.. Rarah said "Aku suke Adam Lambert.. De mcm...." I interrupt "Bapok !" .. Hafiz agreed wth me & high-five each other.. ^^..

Rarah decided to queue up. The line is kinda long. Hafiz stand beside her. Then Rarah went out off the queue to get something. The first Rarah was away, Hafiz told me to replace him. I rejected. Then second time i said no, then Hafiz slowly moved out of the queue.. Alamak, tu mamat.. terpakse lah kene jage queue. And finally Rarah is back. (Blahx3) .. I dunno why on earth i took out my contact lens on my right eye. I tried to put it back, then i blink the lens fell off. It dropped on the ground. But i couldnt find it ! i started to panic. And i saw it. I forgot to bring my solution! So we're all outside popular. Im having trouble putting back my lens. Then i tried to put it back again, i dropped it again. Hafiz helped to pick it up for me. And i had no idea why he speak english to me . "U shuld bring ur solution.." And there was tis part which is kinda embrassing, I think it also made me blushed. he said "Come I put it on for u ". Me, "Huh?! tk nk lahh.. takot!" Then Amalina&Rarah started laughing at me. Hafiz,"Nvm juz let me put on for u" Me,"Tak nk.. seram.." Hafiz,"When u first wear contact lens someone put on for u, rite? " Me," Tak.. Pakai sendiri" Hafiz," -giggles-..Fuck aa, pakai lah sendiri." then i took the contact lens frm his finger & i put on my lens. Then he asked "So nk gi ane skrg?".. "McDonald!" .. Alrite so everyone agreed.

So i cant decide, shuld i buy burger or ice cream.. After a few minutes, i pick orea Mcflurry. So i queue up. Suddenly Hafiz stand beside me. Still,..No idea why. But honest to say , Aku mcm terpikat ngn Hafiz.. Siket jer eh !! like 5% gitu. Not more than tat.. He's juz sweet. So, he stand real close to me,. So i ordered Oreo Mcflurry. Then He help me take a piece of tissue & gave it to me.

So went to the opposite side of BPP. Lepak jap.. Then check2, alahai...mamat tu rokok ahh.. Aku tk minat ngn mamat rokok. So, Hafiz kene Cia0...
Then i oso chia0 ! ByeByes

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Ehh tis spam nyer hal eh, totally tkder keje ta0.. Asl byk2 org aku plak yg kene... Serious shit sakk,darah up dok ! Kecian aa lelaki tu.. tk leh cari betina abe gy kaca0 pompan2... baek eh...

Tu spammer eh, brani tar0k name "Hafyan" tapi tkder bola nk letak name btol. Bapok KentalS !! Juz so u noe, ka0 pikir aku tk kenal yan ?

Aku ta0 cm ne de nyer words eh.. aku ta0 lah ka0 tk original, tu psl ka0 imposter, Bengot.. ! Amek brani aa ckp tu sume face to face ngn aku! Bolancio Bapok Kedi ! Ceplos! Bola tkder !!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Bad December

I tot tis December is gonna be a damn exciting month for me. Since i pass my PSLE, mayb my mum wuld gimme more freedom ^^ .. Unfortunately.. A big "NO" frm my mum... haaiisshh..Nvm, im already use to it, staying at home all day.. But tat didnt ruin my Holiday. Its tis Douche Madrasah thing lahh.. Its tis whole month of december! & it is every morning. Yea, i hate waking up in the morning! Tats my number 1 laziness of not waking up in the morning but sleep all day. Haiissh, hari2 pki tudong rosak jugak ramb0t aku...

Then must carry such a heavy bag.. damn it ! Then juz now, i was so in a very bad bad mood. cuz of my mum arhh...spoiler jer.. juz now after madrasah i told my mum before going out, we go home first to left our bags there. then my mum said no.. then frm LAKESIDE all the way to YEW TEE i've suffering frm the heavy bag & my shoulders are like; goin' to drop off! Then its a gud thing i meet up wth one of my bestfwen. She make my day.. I purposely show attitude to my mum. Douche'bag, i seriously got fed up wth her sia! i say all the voulgarities i can.. I found out tat we're going yew tee juz to visit our mum's old fren.. DUHH! Fucktards! tat doesnt hav to do wth me siaa! Stupid MF !

I cannot lepak wth my frenz juz bcoz of tat fucking visiting lahh.. Stupid-Azz .. Prangai Cihuahua sia.. I dun care ah tomorrow after madrasah i'll go home straight away wth my fwen.. then see if i can lepak wth my fren.. Juz now big chance sia can lepak wth my fren..

Juz my opinion

I hav a question.. Why some ppl so desperate to hav a stead ? Juz so u noe, tis pathetic "LOVE" thing simply breaks ur heart... yea, honest to say i.. last time i do wish i culd hav a boyfren.. well, juz wanna noe how does it feels like when u're attached. But now since i've experienced it, i almost swear to myself tat i wuld never wanna hav stead ever again. It totally sux..

Honestly, Single is Fun !! I dunno why some girls say tat attached is fun. cuz someone really cares for them, whenever she's having a rough time then her boyfie consoles her.. haiishh, duhh its juz tat.. Conferm after a very long time, relationships will get very boring.. trust me. Ohh, pls.. whoever is attached do not be like me.. Im stupidly in loved. -__-

I dun wanna type it here cuz i dun wanna embarass him. So, for my opinion.. In tis age, stay single! doesnt mean ur single, ur lonely.. then wat are ur frenz for ?! Hu noes when u're teenager confirm boys will disturb u.. If u're attached boys dun dare to sweet talk wth..