We're fine already But ...

She've decided to change . She dun wan to be the devilish/joker animore :((
hhaaiish, so sadded. Confirm 100% im gonna miss the old Amalina. Its hard for me to say this .. but.. I STILL LOVE HER MORE THAN A FREN.

Yesterday i saw her status, tat she decided not to live in this Earth. At first, i was like WTF ??!!!! She said tat she was too stressed abt. But why wan to runaway from stress by Dying siia ?!

Then now is my dear fren Diyanah Shortkid. She've found out tat i've cut my hand. Aiseyyman , gawat ni ... Yes, i've broked our promise . I understand alot if she's mad at me.. =/ .. Awesome , i've created a new problem .. AGAIN ...

Amalina dear ... If u're reading tis, pls noe tat i still love and care for u alot :)) .. I noe i've misunderstand everything , i dunno y im so sensitive abt .. so ... [SORRY]

Diyanah Dear .. If u're also reading tis , up to u if u wan to forgive me or cuz i've break my promise. I totally understand it.. I swear, i will never do anything crazier than tis. So far, the crazy thing i've done is only wrist cutting. But i'll try not to do it again....

I dun giv a damn on her

I regret posting things about her recently.. She's very stubborn. Imagine if ur own bestfriend injects herself, as in (taking drugs) .. Im sure u'll get mad , right ?? When i've found out for the first time, i was damn angry abt it.. A few days later, she posted on her status tat she wanted to inject herself again.. So i comment on her status, 'Kalo kao buat lagi , jgn harap aku nk lyn kao'

At nite, i received a text from her. She said tat she has already injected herself and she told me not to talk to her .. since she took it for granted abt wad i comment earlier on.. I was fucking furious. And i was like..

"FINE !! Dun ever crawl back to me again when u needed help or regret ur descicions !"

I couldnt reply her cuz my pp8 low. The next morning, i saw her status " Tknk bobual atau layan sudah -.- .." .. Im not mad, i post at my status

"Fine arh ! Aku pon tk ingin nk lyn org cam kao.. Dari re-action kao da nmpk sah kao tk suke aku as a fren. Dah.. tk yah nk pretend2 lagi. Mak kao lahir kan kao lawa2, kao gi rosak kan hidop kao.. pandai kan.. slame aku sia2 jer larh tlg kao ! -.- FML"

Juz now , outside Greenridge Primary , i was waiting for something.. And i heard laughters at the court. So i turned around and i saw her face behind the bushes. She was with her friends. So i walk away , hoping tat she will not see me. Then i got fed-up of waiting i juz went home. I saw her loitering wth her frens under my blok. So , i juz walk across them. Good thing they didnt see.

So, Juz now .. I log in my Facebook account. At my news feed, I saw A bitch name SABabi (sabrina) post this ..

"Kao ingat kaw katerh kaw nk tinggal kn senior aku kesah ? Dier tk kesah lah seyh .! Dier dah delete kaw dary contacts dier depan materh akuh sendiri !"

And i was like , "So ? Ade aku kesah ?? Aku tk kan mati per?!" .. Haiishh, tat bitch always talk bullshit one larhh.. Wadever she talks doesnt make any sense. -.-

I swear, im super angry rite now.. Haiishh, -.-