i hate my life

LaTELY, mY LIFE HAS BEEN A REAL MESS ! THINGS ARENT GOING AS WELL AS THEY SHOULD BE, I'VE STARTED LOSING FRENS, FULL OF MISUNDERSTANDINGS AND UNREASONABLY SCOLDED BY MY PARENTS .. IT SUX ISN'T IT ?                                      THERE'S TIS FREN OF MINE .. IM SUPER CLOSED TO HER .. AND THERE'S TIS BITCH WHICH IS OUR FREN , SUDDENLY CAME INTO OUR STORYLINE.. I DONT NOE WATS SO GOOD ABT HER TAT AMALINA POSTED AT HER WALL WITH ALL THE HEART SHAPES AND I LOVE YOU (S) .. OBVIOUSLY , I WAS ANGRY. IM NOT JELES.. IM ANGRY CUZ I CANT BEAR SEEING MY DEAR FREN TALKING TO A SLUT .. -.-  .. AND THERE IT GOES WE STARTED A SMALL FIGHT ..  AND WE'RE OK.. BUT NOW , ITS A BIG ONE.. FULL OF MISUNDERSTANDINGS. I THOUGHT AMALINA IS GETTING VERY CLOSE TO TAT BITCH.. THERE'S THESE STATUS TAT AMALINA HAD POSTED. SO I ASKED 'SAPE?' AND SHE SAID 'ADER UH' .. THEN WHEN TAT BITCH ASKED WHO , AMALINA TOLD HER TAT SHE WILL TELL HER TMR.. AND TAT WAS THE PART WHEN I GOT REALLY ANGRY, CUZ I TOT AMALINA IS HIDING FROM IT AND SHE ONLY SHARE IT TO SABABI , TAT BITCH . THEN FAEZAH CALLED ME, SHE XPLAINED EVERYTHING FROM A-Z FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND. AND I GOT IT .. THEN AMALINA POST AT MY WALL AND ACUSE ME SAYING 'NEH NEH NEH , AMALINA MEREPEK' .. URGH ! BEFORE TAT I DROPPED SOMETHING AND I DIDNT BOTHER TO PICK IT UP CUZ I WAS TOO LAZY . SO I SAT DOWN , CONCENTRATING ON MY STUDIES AND OFF COZ MY FACE WILL BE SERIOUS. THEN SUDDENLY MY MUM CAME IN AND SCOLD ABT TAT THING ON THE FLOOR. I IGNORE HER CUZ I WAS CONCENTRATING , AND SHE ASK 'APE YANG BUAT KAO TK SENANG ?! ASAL KAO MUKE MASAM JER. JANGAN SAMPAI KAO KENE LEMPANG DARI MAMA EH' .. I WAS FUCKING FURIOUS !! FUCK ! NOTHING MAKES ME UNEASY , I WAS CONCENTRATING WITH MY FUCKING WORK AND THERE SHE GOES ACUSSING ME .. CIBAI ! URGH ! THEN WADDHYA EXPECT ?? SMILING AND LAUGHING WHILE CONCENTRATING WITH MY WORK AH ?! EH , PPL TAT IS NOT NORMAL WOULD DO TAT .. SEE LAH , I WANT TO STUDY WITH MY SERIOUS FACE IS WRONG . IM ACUSE OF NOT BEING HAPPY .. HELLO ! DONT YOU UNDERSTAND THE STAGES WHEN GOING THROUGH MENSES ?!!? FUCK U !