Dear bloggie,
i've been very depressed since the past few days...Cuz...of...fwenship problem...between, me,NaZ,Bella &Sabrina Redzuan...k let me tell u the whole story..Eversince i pierce, Bella started calling m e "Minah"..At first i tot she was joking..So let it be...Day by day...She call me minah again..Tis time i had a little patient in me...so i juz kept quiet, pretend tat nothing had happened. Then Naz ask "Who agree tat Sha is A mina?".Sab,Naz&Bella raise up their hands. Alrite tis time i'd already feel kinda upset..But i wont show it..Juz hide it in myself..

So i got home...thinking of something..Off course i still feel kinda upset though. Some of my gals noe how much I trully Hate MINAHS or even to become one...Does piercings even show an appearance of minah..Tat doesnt matter a little though...After some days, i dunno why i feel kinda left out...Its so confusing! My gals rarely talk to me..So i tot they dun like me when i pierced.. So in my mind.. Let them find a person tat is much much better than me, who doesnt pierce, whose appearance is not as untidy as me..And replace me...

Then i started crying..Why i pierce at the first place..Are my fwenz joking when they're calling me tat? But, the look on their faces are kinda serious...Then my herat told me tat i shuld do something..Tell them....But wat!? Im totally blank..I've been crying my eyes out! ... So took action. I Text them.. telling "I wont b going recess wth u all animore..bb" ...Tears keep rolling down my cheek... First i receive a reply frm Naz... she ask why...But i didnt reply back.. I cant...Then she text me again.. She said.."Wats wrong wth u!? eversince u pierced u've changed"....
So i told her tat the holes on my ear hav closed....Then we hav a small argue thru msg...As i was texting her,, i kept crying non-stop....

So i called nina...i told her wad happened....As we talk, im still crying..A small sob...After some time, my mum called me,, so i came to her...knew 'bout my fwenship prob..She noticed tat i've been crying juz becuz of fwenships....She adviced me,, Its better if i bother a lot 'bout myself than others....Is tat even true?? They are my bestfwenz....How can i juz let them go lyke tat!? ..Mother's words are always true...but if i follow her,, wat sort of fren i am!? i didnt even care 'bout them when i still call them as bestfrenz?? ..I got stubborn....i still dun wana follow her....I've been crying alot lately...Then i on9 fb...post some things ;bout my feelings...Sabrina sent me an email, she posted something on my wall....*sighs*,... I didnt expect tat they wuld bother....Then Naz on9 aswell..She told to chill...she oso tell me tat i've oso hurt her feelings but she juz let it go...Then i feel much better...Me & Naz are already frenz...Sabrina,, i dunno yet...Bella, not sure..

Then today, Bella commented on one of my status. She seems mad O.o ... Then i told her tat i already forget 'bout everything & let it go.....She replied my comment...Wow! She's still mad..... CHEEBYE WAT HAV I DONE!!!!!??? *blahx3* I told her tat i dun wan to look for a fight....And i apologised first....Then bella apologised aswell...we're frenz back again.....i hope so.....