Its hard to have Frenz like her

She's the only one tat i've never seen such behaviour. Yea , her true colours are very DEVILISH .. Imnot gonna tell all her "devilish" behaviour ..

*PSSST!* She's also a sweet person ! She's kind actually .. always care for her frenz .. My first impression of her was like .. "Woahh!' ... Last time , i dunno Amalina is a boy or a girl. Cuz , the she speaks and the way she walk was like a boy . Her voice is cute .. All her reactions was like a boy-ish type ..

Ya'noe , most of girls' jokes are lame and couldnt make boys laugh . But tis girl .. NUR AMALINA .. Is like , one of my best jokers ! She can make me laugh my ass off ! And can make boys laugh as well .. awesome rite ?

Haah ! She's involved in alot of fight .. But seriously , She's too awesome. i cant describe the awesomeness. hehe ... My life brightens up bcuz of her . I learned alot frm her reactions .. She's cool :) ..

I wanna share more but i hav to go alrdy .. I LOVE U AMALINA !

-If u're reading it . i wan u to noe tat im doing tis sincerely.Not juz a disply-

morning !

Heyy babeZ ..

Again i woke up early . but yesterday its earlier .. my goodness im seriously suffering frm my muscle cramps >.< .. Its been 3 days. Haiisshh ...

Juz so u noe .. In a few days , My birthday is coming right up ! Me excited .. i hope there will be a fun birthday bash .. and lots and lots of ppreesseenntss ..

Alrite , i didnt mean to brag abt it .. But when im excited .. I am like tis .. But im not really over-reacting like some other gurls though .. Puhhleeassee !

Too bad my crush doesnt noe me :(
I think , he like other girl . cuz tat im walking with Hana , then he saw me ... he turn around .. I think he did it on purpose .. an excuse looking at his class by turning around ..

Well , nvm .. Juz accept the facts . I dun xpect him to have a crush on me back .. ! Yea , in my skool there are loads of damn pretty girls with good figure ....

Talking abt him , i dreamt of him juz now .. Well , not really .. juz a glance at him and then *POOF* ! He disappeared ..
Welcome To My World -.-

Wake up Call

I dunno why i woke up very early in the morning at 6.00AM . Usually i woke up at 8 or 10++ .. Nvm

Mayb its bcuz im having my period and its uncomfortable .

Seriously , i dunno wad to type animore . Its only Saturday . Not much of a story unless something happens .

Tata ~!

Dance Practice

My CCA is dance . So , at first i hate some of the girls' attitude in class 1A1 . So i kinda hated a group of malays girls "MINAH" . *blahblahblah* .. There was tis girl name "Diana" . im not sure abt her full name .
She's a very pretty girl . At the first place i tot she was kinda sombong .. Then juz now when she knew tat i was in a dance CCA aswell . she talk to me :)

And i was like "did she talked to me?" .. So, my thoughts of her is wrong . hehehe ..

Then , as we walk to the hall .. we have a small chat . Honestly , her voice is sweet and soft . She is a very nice person .. But i juz havent see her true colours yet .. For me , she didnt smile oftenly . Its like , her life is full of misery and she didnt smile at all . Nvm ..

So , as the CCA starts .. i knew Diana is well-known by the dancers there . Hehe , the dancers there were all friendly . Though they did showed abit of their attitude but they still look friendly towards the Sec 1 dancers . But its kinda boring cuz There's only like 2 pract we culd attend . Cuz the others were focusing on their SYF . Haaiish .. its boring though ..

But too bad .. We culd start the dance pract yet , Cuz when we attend they will only set-up games for us .. Well , juz to entertain us a little bit ..

Its fun making frenz with her .. She's not only pretty but she's awesome .. :)

New Life

Yet Again , my life has been a mess for awhile . i dunno how long will it last . First day in Fajar Secondary , i always complains & whining alot . Cuz obviously still use to Primary Life. And I always compare things in Fajar Sec & Greenridge Pri. Honestly , my primary classroom is way nicer than my current classroom. The only makeovers in the classroom is at the Notice Board.

So , now .. im already use to be a FAJARIAN . But seriously , the school song sux damn lot . I dun even bother to sing it . Though im lazy to even memorize the lyrics . I only Lip-sing ..
Oh yahh , abt my "Messy Life" . As usual, its abt friendship . Its between me&Nazreenah , it was like tis. At first me,Diyanah and Nazreenah always go recess and went home together. But now , since we've made new frenz . Naz was like , dumped me aside and go with her new frenz

There was once when we were having an activity to be introduced to the uniform groups. I walk with Naz . Didnt even start any conversation , *blahblahblah* .. Naz was talking with her so called "New friends" . And i stand aside. At first i tot she was having juz a small talk with them . But time goes by , I was left alone in one corner , looking at her having fun with the others. I try to get close to her but i didnt noe wad to talk to her . then i tot she wans to start a conversation with me. Then a group of her frenz walked pass by . And Naz join them . Again i was left behind. So i had no one to talk to. I sit at 1 corner like a stupid lost gurl . Then i culdn't stand it animore , Feeling so much pain inside .. I cried . Imagine , u've known ur bestfriend for 2-3 years , then when it comes to new frenz they juz dump u .. How wuld u feel ? Im sure u will feel wad i feel . When i started crying , sitting at the corner there . THEN SHE ASK ME "u ok?" .. BITCH HER !
Naz and her frenz including Diyanah started looking at me with their worried faces . And i was like "WAD THE FUCK IS TIS ? When im already down , with tears .. then u wanna console me . I im not down , u throw me aside." . off course i was damn fed-up with it .. Her frenz went to me and they were like "sorry ah" .. And i did my fake smile ..

Until now , she is still the same . And i no longer care abt it .. Now i have Diyanah by my side . She's got her frenz , let it be .. But at some point we are still upset abt her .. Its like, she no longer wans to spent time again with her OLD bestfriends animore ..

I've observe and heard enuf already . Most girls have changed . A LOT ! I dunno which demon posessed them . Haaiishh, girls nowadays ..