New Life

Yet Again , my life has been a mess for awhile . i dunno how long will it last . First day in Fajar Secondary , i always complains & whining alot . Cuz obviously still use to Primary Life. And I always compare things in Fajar Sec & Greenridge Pri. Honestly , my primary classroom is way nicer than my current classroom. The only makeovers in the classroom is at the Notice Board.

So , now .. im already use to be a FAJARIAN . But seriously , the school song sux damn lot . I dun even bother to sing it . Though im lazy to even memorize the lyrics . I only Lip-sing ..
Oh yahh , abt my "Messy Life" . As usual, its abt friendship . Its between me&Nazreenah , it was like tis. At first me,Diyanah and Nazreenah always go recess and went home together. But now , since we've made new frenz . Naz was like , dumped me aside and go with her new frenz

There was once when we were having an activity to be introduced to the uniform groups. I walk with Naz . Didnt even start any conversation , *blahblahblah* .. Naz was talking with her so called "New friends" . And i stand aside. At first i tot she was having juz a small talk with them . But time goes by , I was left alone in one corner , looking at her having fun with the others. I try to get close to her but i didnt noe wad to talk to her . then i tot she wans to start a conversation with me. Then a group of her frenz walked pass by . And Naz join them . Again i was left behind. So i had no one to talk to. I sit at 1 corner like a stupid lost gurl . Then i culdn't stand it animore , Feeling so much pain inside .. I cried . Imagine , u've known ur bestfriend for 2-3 years , then when it comes to new frenz they juz dump u .. How wuld u feel ? Im sure u will feel wad i feel . When i started crying , sitting at the corner there . THEN SHE ASK ME "u ok?" .. BITCH HER !
Naz and her frenz including Diyanah started looking at me with their worried faces . And i was like "WAD THE FUCK IS TIS ? When im already down , with tears .. then u wanna console me . I im not down , u throw me aside." . off course i was damn fed-up with it .. Her frenz went to me and they were like "sorry ah" .. And i did my fake smile ..

Until now , she is still the same . And i no longer care abt it .. Now i have Diyanah by my side . She's got her frenz , let it be .. But at some point we are still upset abt her .. Its like, she no longer wans to spent time again with her OLD bestfriends animore ..

I've observe and heard enuf already . Most girls have changed . A LOT ! I dunno which demon posessed them . Haaiishh, girls nowadays ..